Divaberry

I gave anal a try for the first time, though it gave a pleasant hurt but there is this spot he hit and I literally saw stars and I can't believe I waited this long Anal was never my thing, I am always scared of it. Like ACTUALLY terrified. Every horror story, every joke about it hurting, every friend who said "never again." So I avoided it. My boyfriend was compliant and patient about it. Never pressured, never asked, just mentioned once that he was into it and then never brought it up again. I did my own research. So I started by buying a plug. Started small. Worked up to it over like three weeks. The night we did it I was so nervous my hands were shaking. He warmed me up for like thirty minutes first, fingers, lube, more lube, even more lube. He talked me through it the entire time, rubbing my lower back, telling me to breathe, going SO slow when he pushed in. It hurt at first. Not gonna lie, not gonna romanticize it. The stretch was intense and I gripped the sheets and said "wait" and he stopped immediately. Completely still. Waited for me. Kísséd my spine while I adjusted.