Brian 🌳 Sungazer 🌞 Outcast ⚡ Awake In The Dream

This post is my flow of consciousness. I did the best that I could to get the message out clearly & to make it digestible. It is infinite. I could go on & on about this. It is very long. There is a 2nd part in the comments. Part #1 ____________________________________________________________ Density vs Attention — The True Soul Path & The Conscious Rise ____________________________________________________________ Almost no one knows what it is like to be free of density because they have never attempted to free themselves of it. The difference cannot be felt until one starts making changes in their life. There are many different ways that the mind & body acquire density. None of the trends or what's being taught will teach anyone how to free themselves of density. What is the true soul path? To fully integrate the soul into the body. Everything else we have been taught to do with our lives here pertains to the density. There is a good reason why the dense field or this reality is the way that it is. Many think this reality is evil. It isn’t evil. There is nothing related to it that needs to be saved. There is no collective change coming. There may be some sort of change with the system, but it will still control everyone that continues to choose the density. It will just find different ways to temporarily pacify minds with comfort. The dense field is like training wheels for the soul. The ideas of collective change are part of the dependency-oriented/safety/security/dense field mind control. The dense field pushes people into a fear state. That fear is most often unconscious & deeply imbedded. The dense field uses kids, death, lies about health, the self-induced aging process, money, rising prices, cultural conditioning, family roles, history, education, spirituality, & staged disasters to lure people into that fear state. Most people have a scarcity mindset. Their mind tries to protect itself instead of allowing the soul to lead. That is the installed ego. Intelligence requires consumption. It is learned. Conscious awareness is infinite knowledge. It does not need consumed information. Consciousness is the source field itself. The true job of the ego is not to protect the body & soul from what is feared or to consume information. It is meant to be a barrier between the soul & the dense field. Realize that everything you've learned here pertains to "life" inside the construct. Nothing outside of the soul knows what is beyond it. Those that lack alignment will continue to look upon some sort of change in the dense field instead of choosing to fully embody what they naturally are because they are unable to fully "tune in" & see why they are actually here & what this place is. A big reason for this is that their organs have been clogged up & the gut has been compromised by consumables. This is something that affects everyone equally. The consumables are part of the density. They act as a replacement for what people naturally hold. The kundalini will replace food. The heart & brain connection will replace the need for smart devices, phones & internet. The need for air conditioning will become obsolete. Housing & the need for money would become optional. But those things will only happen for those that choose to stop consuming the density. The system tells fictional stories & offers temporary comforts to get people stuck in attention-harvesting loops. It is easily able to do this because intuitions have been compromised by the density people consume. The people have no idea what is happening to them because they are in a trance-like state that constantly seeks some sort of external pleasure, certainty, comfort or security. The mind thinks that it can reach a certain point where everything will be okay & that the deep inner longing felt inside will finally be resolved. But the truth is, the mind has no idea how to do that or where the longing comes from. The system keeps people working harder — on social media to have their posts seen, at work or with their businesses, with rising prices, products that don't last, man-made food, temporary comforts & solutions, entertainment, the glitches, the trends, & the show on the worldwide stage. That is happening because people are being distracted from what is really happening here. People are so busy chasing that they don't have time to stop & focus on the rise. Many have no choice but to depend on outside sources for answers. But the answers are not on the outside. The majority are unconsciously consuming density that anchors their soul to this frequency. As a result, all they see is the cage that is created by their own mind (without realizing it is a cage) & not what is outside of it. Each person has a choice to make. And that choice has nothing to do with money or survival. Rely on the external or what is internal. No one chose this place. No one came here from somewhere else. The stories people dig up are part of the high density. This is all that there is (for us). Whether there is something outside of the firmament or not, we will never know. And it does not matter. It is time to let go of any savior ideas & to stop being dependent on outside influences. God, other places, space, aliens, starseeds, gurus, medical treatments, the truth, the lies, fear of the unknown & everything we have been taught to do with our lives — the ideas about them are part of the density & the consumable information that it offers. Everything has been given a label. Our natural processes have been densified by the construct. The inhibition of our natural processes is what leads to ignorance & death. Each person is a unique expression of the source field. The source field is what people are prior to densification. Animals, AI, the illusion, the dream — everything is a wave of the source field. Shared patterns, shared stories & shared certainty are part of the density. That common ground reduces uniqueness & produces an appearance of a fixed, agreed upon reality. The source field continues to express uniqueness whether that common ground is present or not. Free attention does not need to defend uniqueness against the common ground. It is simply free. The rise is fueled by free attention. The rise is not a competition or a race. We simply pick up where we left off in our past lives. Astrology is a tool we can use to find the patterns we are repeating that anchor the soul to density & also to find a true energetic match. Knowing each other's astrology helps us to view a relationship from a higher consciousness perspective. The source field contains infinite variety by nature. It created astrology to give the logical mind something that will help with the rise. Rising is a natural function of the field. It expresses itself through form as the natural movement toward greater coherence, awareness, & embodiment. The kundalini current that some people feel is that movement happening in their body. Some people will resonate with you, while others will not. It depends on how close people are astrologically. It is not up to anyone to help guide or change another person. The thought of doing so derives from the conditioning of the density. Nothing on the outside needs to change. What needs to evolve is internal. We are closer now than ever to a new way of being. "The new way" has been my primary focus, & my astrology supports that. It supports me because it is mirroring back to me, in form, my consciousness & the primary focus of my attention. The fact that the mirror does this to people makes the foundation of one's attention extremely important. That foundation will either be fear or love. Fear is unnatural (an installed program), while love is the core of all that is (our natural state). Every time someone goes to work or runs a business it is because of fear. Realize that money & consumables are part of the density. Not the rise. The new way is nothing like the high-density experience. There is no chasing or hard work to achieve things. Instead of always being on the lookout or managing the high-density loops, you just flow into things. "Life" becomes a continuous surprise where limitation is no longer possible. ​The new way is not something you are blessed with. It is something you consciously go into by releasing the old high density script​.​ You have to choose it. It does not choose you. It is a way of being. Not a collective change or a restructuring of the high-density experience. The new way does not require anything from you. You do not have to earn anything.​ Things fall into place & just show up. Your embodiment of the high frequency allows those things to arrive. It is driven by the heart's knowing. Embodiment of the high frequency is about keeping energy instead of giving it away to the density. The density is about profit & energy harvesting. When the high density is held onto, the old ways continue. Managing, strategizing, earning, consuming information, & making logical sense of things is the forefront. The mind stays in the driver's seat while your life continues to be governed. ____________________________________________________________ I started to remember my past incarnations as a child but it was subtle as I was consuming density just like everyone else. I have always known there is something more to life. The grind, religion, holidays, low frequency entertainment, surface level sex, stress, trading energy for money, careers, businesses, hobbies, school, gov't, marriage, buy a house, buy a car, go to the doctor — the installed program never felt right to me. Deep down I knew that "this" wasn't it. It didn't make sense to me why everyone around me was miserable & withering. They felt fake. Like actors. Even my family. The doctors prescribed me things that hurt me, but no one other than me noticed. But I was just a kid. The conditioning suggested that I did not know anything. The doctors were supposed to fix me, yet I had to keep going back. I despised church, school, jobs & going into public. I used to get drunk pretty much every time I went into public when I was in my 20's. The things I did for entertainment are trends that I was taught are supposed to be fun. I had to put on a mask in order to participate. Deep down, I knew those things were not meant for me. They were a way to develop common interest in order to be around other people — that is a method the dense field uses to keep people stuck. I never really enjoyed being around other people, except for a few. People make me feel weird. I stopped letting people in a long time ago. I would rather be by myself. I do love connection, but I refuse to have fake connections based on shared interests in the illusion's bullshit instead of what is real. I've often asked myself throughout my life, "what is the point?". This message is my answer to that question. Having no obligations that I give importance to allows me to go deeper than the average human. As a result, I have discovered things that no one can teach. That encouraged me to go very deep into self-discovery, to take extreme risks & to walk the path that only reveals itself as I go. My soul knows that path. I have never met anyone who does. Not even my own mind knows it. It is deep within me. Part of that path is union with a matching polarity. Incarnating in the density requires that the soul is split into polarities. True union is proper alignment of opposite polarities. We become one pole & function as one. With two bodies, a man's consciousness & a woman's subconscious power become one. They are shared. We are then complete. Telepathy becomes real between them & all the other amazing things I have talked about here in the past. People here are not actually doing that because they are not going deep enough. They are waiting for something outside of them to do something for them. They are focused on the density & temporary comfort — the release of sexual power instead of circulating it between partners. True union requires that we consciously go into it & keep our sexual power & strengthen it. The leak is masturbation & the man ejaculating. Sexual power has not been respected for what it is — the most potent energy in existence. Our sexual energy is the primary creative force. When it is released instead of circulated between partners, it is fed into the density instead of being utilized. Why do you think there is porn, women accidentally getting pregnant, vibrators & prostitutes in the density? They are part of the soul trap. They anchor the soul to the density. Our sexual power is the vehicle for proper union. We have been taught that sex leads to babies & pleasure, not our highest form. Union is the blueprint. Men & women have what each other needs to form one pole. Everything else has always felt like a distraction to me. The distractions are the "life" we were conditioned to live. I was miserable at my jobs. I wouldn’t have wished them on anyone. I developed the ability to endure massive amounts of pain & stress over time. I tucked away my heart's desires for the survival loop most of my life. About 7 years ago, I decided to quit my job to go into business. I was terrified. But at the same time, something in me shifted. What I realize now is that at that time I freed my attention from something that was inhibiting my soul. Since then, freeing my attention has taken the center stage in my life. My business did very well the first 3 months. It made me realize how I had wasted my life chasing money the hard way. But it was still unfulfilling. The attention I had reclaimed led to the experience of profound things that I had never experienced before. The pull towards those things & becoming more lucid quickly encouraged me to lose interest in my business. It is a part of the survival loop. It is just a different layer of it. I began to remember the dream I had as a child as I freed my attention. The new depths I had discovered in myself helped me to see that dream at a much deeper level. I then began to restructure how I live using the system's tools to keep my attention as free as possible. It is a huge risk, but I don’t care. Everything here is meaningless. All the things we were taught to do with our lives. Those things do not create meaning. They are a distraction from what is real. The reason why people give meaning to things is that they were taught what to give value to & how to live. I've been using my free time to discover the truth about "life" & my body through my own self-experimentation. Deep down, I feel strongly that my body is the key that opens the door to experiencing what I dream of. The driver is attention that is led by consciousness. Not what I was taught to do with my life. ____________________________________________________________ Attention led by consciousness is having awareness of thoughts, how they affect the "life" experience, where they derive from & catching the mind when it slips into high density thought patterns. Pain, negativity & limiting thoughts are unnatural. They derive from unconscious fear & the chaos that the consumables create in the body over time. The source field, ordinary energy, the kundalini current & the soul are closely related but are not the same thing. The source field is the infinite, unchanging ground of being — pure awareness itself. It is the source of all that is. Many call the source field "god" because that is what the conditioning has labeled it. The soul is an individualized wave or expression of the source field's energy. It is the source field experiencing itself through a particular point of focus. The soul has unlimited depth & awareness, & it carries the unique blueprint of the being that is integrating into physical form. Energy is not something the soul has. It is what the soul is. It is also what source is. The only difference between humans & source is that we are in a physical body. Love is the flow of our energy. I didn't read about the flow in a book. I discovered the flow of energy in my depths. The flow never changes. It is important to realize that love & fear are opposites, & cannot exist together. Fear is a result of density accumulation. It has many different forms & most people are not conscious of them because their rise is inhibited by density. The soul is what we are without a body. It can be bound or free. When the soul is not bound to the densifying loops of this frequency, its energy expresses more clearly & strongly in the body. The kundalini is what rises when the binding stops. The kundalini is the living movement of the soul's energy through the body. The people that find that movement uncomfortable have accumulated density. Those that do not feel it have accumulated so much density that they are limited to ordinary energy. Ordinary energy is the basic power that keeps the body alive & functional. Almost all people here operate exclusively with ordinary energy because density has blocked their rise. That blockage does not allow the soul to integrate into the body. That is why there are so many people here that lack lucidity. They are limited to the information they consume & are unable to expand. Incarnating is the process of integrating our soul into a physical body. Our memory is not wiped through that process like some think. The conscious mind is veiled by the dense frequency, & we are affected by the density accumulation in our mother. The veil is necessary. It creates contrast. Forgetting creates the pressure & longing that can eventually drive a soul toward remembrance & rising. The pain of amnesia is part of what makes lucidity meaningful when it returns. Memories remain in the soul. That is why strong recognitions, sudden knowing, & blueprint connections can break through. When the current rises strongly enough, more of that memory becomes available again. Remembrance is not learning something new — it is the veil thinning. Our ordinary energy combined with the soul's consciousness is meant to master the body. The body or what is external is not the master. The body is the vehicle while the external is a distraction. The body dies & people reincarnate because their soul never fully integrates into the body. That cycle repeats because the body & external things continue to be the master. That is why there must be karma on this frequency. Karma is not punishment. It is astrology teaching. Energy is the driver of all that is. It drives what has physical form — the body's processes, mental activity, emotions, actions taken, & what is performed in the densifying field or low frequency. The density is limiting. Energy is limited by what appears when density anchors it. Ignorance & gullibility are born from that limitation. The low frequency orientation produced by investing energy into it keeps one's energy organized around the densifying field. As long as the anchoring continues, the driver stays bound to the densifying field & cannot move freely beyond it. The kundalini current is prior to ordinary energy. It is not produced by energy & is not limited to it. The current moves through energy. When continuous investment densifies the body & mind, ordinary energy is contracted & becomes unstable. In addition to that, the consumables acidify the body & create physical blockages. The current then cannot move freely on its own. That enslaves the soul to the densifying field because it is unable to fully rise. The current moves on its own without effort. What people choose to give their attention to accumulates density. Free attention stops feeding & maintaining it — the density then naturally dissolves on its own. When attention is free, the current rises, & ordinary energy is no longer the primary driver or identity. The driver becomes the natural forces that mirror the soul's consciousness. The ordinary energy & the soul are then no longer limited to "doing the work" or the labor that the densifying field requires. The illusion is not real. It never has been. It is part of the density that the masses create by feeding it their attention. Everyone that continuously feeds attention to the density will remain in the dense field because their kundalini cannot rise freely. The reincarnation loop is part of the density. That is the field's way of giving the soul another chance at becoming immortal in the physical form. Reincarnation is deemed negative because the experience provided by the illusion is unpleasant. That negativity is a result of density accumulation. Attention is the capacity of the mind to be directed or occupied — or its ability to place awareness somewhere & keep it there. Densified attention is attention that is invested into the densifying field beyond what is actually required. Unconscious fear & the mind's subconscious programming keep attention bound to the densifying field. When unconscious fear leads, the mind keeps feeding that fear. Free attention is the absence of densified attention. Densified attention binds the soul to the low frequency experience & the reincarnation loop. The soul is bound by the mind when the soul becomes secondary. The mind assigns the soul to a secondary role when it organizes its attention around the dense field or the low frequency experience while managing the density with logic. It is the system of control that actually controls the mind when the soul becomes secondary. Logic is part of the program that has been installed in the mind. The mind becomes an extension of the system of control (a governor) when it continues to run that program instead of uninstalling it. When the soul is primary, infinite consciousness encourages the mind to free itself of the densifying field entirely. Most of what people consider to be "life" is part of the program that has been installed. It is up to you to master your mind. That requires that you master your body. But not in the ways your mind was conditioned to. Like going to a doctor, pushing your body to extremes with exercise or following the nutrition loop. The nutrition loop physically densifies the body while information densifies the mind. Unnatural thoughts are created when your organs are physically stressed by the consumables. Organs are also influenced by the unnatural thoughts. That creates a density loop. That loop binds the soul to density. The actors on the stage are encouraging people to densify their attention. Mind mastery requires that we stop feeding our attention to density by catching it when it slips & redirecting it. No amount of attention should be fed to the densifying field beyond what is necessary to keep our attention as free as possible while the kundalini rises. The chaos in the organs is where one needs to start. Nutrition is part of the loop that densifies attention, the body & the mind. It is a hoax. It has been programmed into the mind. The food pyramid is a pyramid scheme. It is a scam that involves a system of making money based on recruiting an ever-increasing number of "investors." Money is not real. The attention that is repeatedly given in order to receive money is real. That attention is densified. What a person needs to master has nothing to do with money or survival. Those things are SECONDARY to the process of the soul incarnating into the body. Making them primary ensures that the process will not be completed. It is up to you to consciously master your mind, & that starts with the condition of your organs. They need natural food. Not synthetic supplements. Dr. Sebi teaches about natural food. What is beyond that is the consciousness that natural food allows one to align to. The unnatural food slowly clogs up your organs over time. It also creates addiction. Those clogs create physical stress while the addiction creates dependency. All the organs work together. When one organ malfunctions, they all malfunction. The system teaches people to address the symptoms instead of the root cause. Those quick fixes are part of the densified attention loop. It is up to you to focus on the root cause & master your mind. Andreas Moritz & Dr. Sebi teach about freeing the organs of density. Vadim Zeland teaches about freeing attention of density. Density is any continuous investment of attention in structures that are not you (energy in a body, the soul, the current). The current was originally designed to flow continuously up the spine. The organ chaos greatly hinders the rise. The rise will activate the body when it is sustained. That activation enhances one's abilities. Those abilities are a natural part of soul integration. Attention invested in density remains "busy" instead of being available for the current's rise. (Continued in Part #2 in the comments)

I feel really good about Mexico 😍

After living in the US for 50 years, I highly recommend not coming here, ever. It is trash.

My body has been syncing with astrology. I feel it when the transits are strong.

My frequency is rare. I love connecting with people but I cannot stand being around anyone. I find the density of this frequency to be unbearable.

I love African bird pepper. My body needs heat & moisture (TCM). I just learned that peppers add heat but are not drying. They are neutral. That is super awesome.

Everyone here is unique astrologically. That is why many people do not resonate. We are on different frequencies. It is up to us to connect with people that align with our astrology. That is very hard to do in the density due to what people are consuming & giving their attention to. That is the trap. The only trap. The veil is created by the things people eat & expose their body to, the information they consume & what they give their attention to.

I made it 30 days without eating & I feel better than I did when I stopped.

Why post fake or AI images of yourself? There is enough fake in this world.

There is no utopia in the density. The density is the contrast. People are faking it. Their joy is superficial if they have any. It isn't soul-deep joy.

Family roles & the grind never resonated with me.

The body has a lot to say but one has to learn how to actually listen. Hushing the body to stay comfortable is not a solution. The system wants to keep people rushing, busy with obligations & mind pacifying instead of actually tuning in.

I intend to vanish with my person. Access to me is hers.