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All I know is I would've never purposely hurt you the way you hurt me, I know I truly loved every inch of you and I would've died fighting for you, for us. you don't deserve that type of love if you just give up so easily on me. I hope you realize what you lost when its too late

Redid my desk layout, cleaned my Xbox, and finally got my joe bart stuff in c:

I miss you so much it physically hurts me

I absolutely hate that I still love you

funny how the people my ex didn't like are now the only people here for me.

another day, another dream about you.

I feel like my life is still adjusted to your schedule. I hate it. My body is so used to your life but you're not around anymore.

I hate when my sleep schedule gets messed up, being awake around this time just makes me more depressed.

I need more gay friends ngl

I HATE have nerve issues, my fingers feel so raw because of my nerve sensitivity being weird, I hope other people know what I mean lol.

yearning for someone who doesn't want you is awful.

having to treat my ex as an impulsive ocd thought is actually so disheartening.

It's so hard to take care of myself while being depressed and chronically ill, I wish there was a way they could get rid of the fatigue, that's the worst part.

I remember begging for help and comfort to my friends and being ignored or getting told I'm the problem. I wish I had people who genuinely cared about me.

I don't mind talking but I feel like there's obvious boundaries for new people talking to eachother lol

my tattoos are almost healed and now I want more c:

I feel like I've been dissociating since July ngl, I feel like it's just a long bad dream or thought or something idk.

i remember on my flight back from seeing you, I paid $30 for Internet so I could just talk to you on the plane. I doubt you would've done that for me.