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Joined October 2021
stop scrolling, start creating. a note to myself
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my favorite variation of this (stumbled upon accidentally) has been charging my phone with a 3-inch cable. makes it a lot harder to use while charging, and since i have an iphone 13 mini i have to charge once or twice/day then i just end up doing other stuff
I'm fascinated by the rise of frictionmaxxing as a response to a frictionless life. We engineer away inconvenience, only to discover that some of the friction we removed was part of what made life feel alive in the first place
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if i learned anything from The Social Reckoning it’s that modern social media algorithms bias shares *at least* an OOM higher than any other engagement metric super easy to bot / bandwagon comments but the best performing content is always the most shared
PSA that we are all stewards of what tweets get seen more. when ur homie tweets something that you want people to see, even if you have nothing to say, drop a heart emoji or whatever in the replies so the algo knows it should pay attention
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i think @thelastpsych blog struck such a chord with people (and continues to) because it speaks to the disowned shadow in a direct way that nobody else dared (or yet dares) to with ruthless honesty
Maybe as society gets more atomized, the mythological "scientifically proven selfish person" is something everyone fears they are becoming, so they project their fear onto petty enemies and exes
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one thing i find fascinating upon rewatching YCSE is that it's entirely plausible that Holmes doesn't explicitly *lie* about a single thing in the film. in the beach patio scene, when Nathan grills her on whether she's ever lied, she defines lying as "intentionally saying something that is untrue." paired with the linguistic sleight of hand she stands by wrt the "this device CAN...", her (ostensible) confusion around the "Who's on first" bit, and her (alleged) ignorance of the Billy/A24 deal... it's not out of the realm of possibility to say that she's carefully constructed her reality (and/or memory; assuming she has lingering trauma) to only include True information that supports her narrative/case the rest is up to Billy and whoever the fuck else wants to pick up the pieces, and you can see her lean on Billy to (messily) defend her, continually keeping her hands clean. she slips through the interrogations like sand
Elizabeth Holmes pursues honesty through pathological lying, total power over her own narrative by manipulating men by letting them rob her of her own voice. in the end, she is content to have “won” on her terms; only one person in the entire film can see that she has still lost.
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something i'm thinking a lot about wrt this film is Malcom Gladwell's book "Talking To Strangers" the book is basically about how nobody is any good at reading other people. in fact we're actively bad at it; monkeys and coin tosses are more accurate lie detectors than humans... another thing i can't help but think about is the breakdown of the dualities of manipulator/manipulated, victim/perpetrator -- i'm highly dubious of anyone who left the film with a clear conclusion on "what happened," who's in the right or wrong, and characters' intentions/motivations/etc sure we can put people on a scale from most to least evil but i think that's the least interesting part of the film
BOTH of my theories about you can see everything I feel confident in saying I was right about and I desperately need to talk about them SPOILERTOWN COMMENTS BELOW DON'T READ WITHOUT SEEING IT *** ethics in journalism is a huge thing here obviously but I think the fact that they showed that it happened is important. the other thing is that they included the bit at the end when Amanda asked Nathan *that* question. if they hadn't included it and we were left thinking "hey they should have addressed that somehow" I think it would have looked really bad. and I think it's really bad A24 agreed what they agreed to. but the fact that they showed what they agreed to made it transparent, so ???? idk I think that was the right thing to do with the decision they made. I don't like the concept of this kind of thing but if they had tried to keep that hushed, it would have been so scummy. visibly including it was the right move. my two theories were: this doc is going to portray her as innocent somehow, which I think they sortof achieved, or at least tried to introduce a large doubt about her guilt. personally I think this was all clearly strategized from her and her husband's end. yes the man is highly controlling and manipulative, but not for one second do I believe she didn't know all the workings about finances, and not for one second do I buy "oh her brain just works differently." my other theory is that nathan falls in love with her or at least develops feelings for her. I don't know if he'd say that himself, but by the end of it it was clear that he did indeed care about her in a way that I suspect yes, he was trying to protect her just a little bit somehow. wild wild doc. wish I could watch all three hours of it for the first time over right now. unbelievable shit. I'd let this man hold a loaded gun to my head and trust him not to pull the trigger
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another detail that's just hitting me after rewatching: the words "see" & "everything" are cut off in the movie poster. they (the bottoms of the words "see" & "everything") are also cut off in the title frame of the film. obv way more to unpack but love the attention to detail
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i'm going to have nightmares about this image
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what surprised me most about this scene was that Billy jumped in and made himself look extra bad even though the laser chemist guy (Joe?) seemed like he was defending the intention of Theranos' vision using Elon to exemplify hyperstition and the actual rapid development of EV...
did anyone else notice that when REDACTED and billy argued about liz's twitter account, he said he knew someone high up at twitter. he also ended the interview with that one dude abruptly RIGHT after nathan mentioned elon musk being a fraud. lmaoooooo
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*this scene being the one where he jumps in and says cut the cameras
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the anxious ruminating voice in my head:
one way to know if you’re in anxious rumination or not: phrase your core concern as a simple question e.g. “what if I’m not good enough to get what I want?” then, take a good hard look at that question and ask a follow-up: “is this an answerable question?” if the subject of your rumination is “am I working hard enough to get the results I want”, that’s an answerable question, with a testable hypothesis - see if more effort produces more results if the rumination is more “will I ever be good enough”, that’s an unanswerable question. you could circle that one forever (and many people do!) in the latter case, I’m not saying “so just snap out of it”. rather, recognize that you’re in a fear state, and what your mind is trying to access is calm, via a sense of safety. that anxious voice in your head thinks you need to answer that unanswerable question in order to feel safe but you don’t. you can feel safe in the uncertainty. your job then is to get yourself there… which means allowing yourself to let go of the constant questioning
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you can* see everything
Replying to @quasimatt
you can’t see everything. but you have the capability of seeing everything i show you
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*definitions of the word "can" may vary
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can someone eli5 this for me? i am technically retarded
interpretability might be the most important scientific problem in the world right now, as I don't think we can solve alignment if we don't know what we're building. I think I have good news about it. I co-authored early work in mechanistic interpretability at OpenAI and came away pessimistic, because neural networks appeared to fold into arbitrary tangled knots. years later, I started openai's first large-scale automated interpretability project, finding about 2% of neurons legible with the primitive tools we had with modern agentic tools and a much closer look, the picture looks totally different. the vast majority in models up to trillions of parameters are legible, and their circuits beautiful. many famous examples of tangled neurons turned out to be misunderstood. The roadblocks I expected mostly aren't there. I now think ambitious interpretability will be solved by the time we need it most, and possibly quite soon, as automated scientists keep improving. it may be a bitter lesson for interpretability: the simple thing, at absurd scale, works already-clean.goodfire.com/
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> inspiration is the discovery of the greater meaning of something that seems initially unimpressive
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one of my favorite creativity quotes i have written on a sticky note on my desk: "read 1000 books for every one you write" ppl talk a lot about this idea "create more than you consume" and consumption is bad etc etc but have you ever considered you might not b consuming enough?
I think the best marketing training is being chronically online and culturally curious for years. Just look at kids on tiktok effortlessly going viral. That instinct is hard to teach and impossible to optimise into
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ppl who meditate 5+ days/week: what’s your practice? how long/frequent is the sweet spot for you? what other practices have you experimented with before arriving at ur current practice? i notice in gym culture everyone talks about their workout splits but meditators r vague af
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hi can someone who understand buddhism/adjacent stuff explain the difference between: - enlightenment - stream entry - (non/abiding) (nondual) awakening - deep okayness - unclenching - nonreactivity so many words. would be cool to see like a map of the conceptual overlaps…
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on sprezzatura: my freshman yr of high school i asked the most jacked guy at my school (asian dude) what his workout routine was. he said he just did yoga a few times a week believed him for years until i actually started lifting and realized how much work it takes to get yoked
If there was a stock market for words, I'd be buying: soul, jhana, theory of mind, GPS brain, dead internet, oblomovitis, aliveness, bucket theory of education, chesterton's fence, and sprezzatura.
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something funny i’m noticing is that a year ago all i wanted was “mild to moderate okayness” and now that i kinda have that, i yearn for nothing less than “deep okayness” 🤔🤔🤔🤔
asked chat to create a diagram that answers to this based on my previous notes + how i'd look at them. one caveat here is that non-reactivity is more lack of mental tension as attachment/aversion, not fully getting of your patterns that match that type of unhelpful approach
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