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19 - eng/tr - don't have an ed just pretending 馃憥馃グ lover of 馃崰馃崰馃崰

cbmi 17s 馃ぁ
Joined October 2022
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UGH I WISH I BOUGHT MORE ONIGIRIS Why am i scared to eat too much rice but not fucking pocky abd biscuits and rice cakes im genuinely stupid
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i don鈥檛 deserve breakfast but i do deserve a sweet treat
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stop im being so fucking fat the demons are winning im gonna be so depressed later esp cuz of my period but also cuz im probs bout to gain back all the weight i lost馃槏馃槏馃槏馃槏馃槏 im gonna go to my moms tmr though this is a one time thing okay im gonna keep losing
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no one speak to me im so excited rn i just stared my period can y tell
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i ate it while we got gas im so happy this one was so sweet
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im literally shaking omg im gonna go 3 days without sweet potato guys what am i gonna do (im jk obviously im gonna go to hmart 馃構馃構馃構馃構馃構馃構)
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鈽猴笍 sweet potato in oven! it should be JUST ready at the same time my dad is supposed to pull up so if he lets me drive ill eat it when i get home otherwise ill eat it in the car ugh ive been pigging out sm lately. but ijust love sweet potato sm i cant stop. how do i stop
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馃槏馃槏馃槏馃ぉ馃ぉ馃ぉ馃ぉ if im not skinny by the end of this year im gonna end myself
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I FINALLY FINISHED REVIEWING FOR MY EXAM omfg. its in 42 mins im stressing sm cuz i always ignore this class since i alr know it but i think im good now i remember everything and this guys exams r rly ez so
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i also ate this last night kinda liked it
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im cutting apples this way from now on
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tomorrow i wake at 6 get dressed make coffee togo leave at 7 goto library claim my spot study exam till 9 and print sheet exam 12:45-2 finish lab materials due at 3 馃拃 go to lab 3-6 home by 7 and shower dad picking me up at 7:30 perfect timing
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imagine how amazing it would be if i got the best of both worlds and had 6-9pm lab rhe day before 8am lab 馃ぉ馃ぉ馃ぉ馃ぉ wtf are these fucking options
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i wanna take later classes so i can have slow mornings but i dont wanna be walking home after dark...and the buses are complete dog shit and unreliable past like 7pm but i migt have a 6-9pm lab ;-;;;;;
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wow just wow 馃い
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im debating to take it on saturday or monday but i think saturday is better (actually friday even better) bc then i can avoid eating ridiculous amount of cals at my dads house 馃cz i alr know i will. i doubt hes gonna cook since my brother wont be there but ill find some way
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he literally has a better anorexia fridge than me when hes by himself he literally keeps just yogurt, olives, apples, tomatoes, maybe eggs in the fridge and cereal yet i find ways to eat 2-3k cals a day when im at home wtf
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I'm actually eating maintenqnce on purpose its not bc i lack control over myself its cuz i actually want to maintain my weight for some reason and honestly - thats goals馃槏馃挭
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if i say it enough I'll believe and wont lose my shit in panic over again losing control over my own body to th demons that want me to be as obese as possible im gonna kill them this weekend i can go to my moms on saturday and ill have the last wegovy shot
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ITS THE LAST ONE SO I HAVE TO MAKE IT COUNT extreme weight loss plans resume next week
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