el 🕷️

literally binged 5k cals after dropping a kg 😭😭

this actress i really liked gained some weight as part of her ed recovery and got bullied off the internet for it i’m so mad

I feel so bad for teenage girls cuz they are just trying to be cheerful and cute when people will just hate on them especially their female teachers

Just downed another 3.5k cals hoooly. I’m never ever buying this shit again

i meal prepped for tomorrow and was happy about getting 91 grams of protein but then i checked and it says my minimum should be 125 grams in a calorie deficit… i’m irritated af

my bf distribution is strange. my wrists r thin enough to be compared to my bmi 16 friend’s. if i restrict properly my throat gets boney and lean, my hands look thinner than they should be at bmi 27 & i can feel my collarbones more than i shud

genuinely in what bmi would this be achievable? they look so good ueueue

Almost got assasinated by my crocs on the walking pad. Never again bro

Bro

I only lost half a kg this week I’m upset

i feel really depressed over how ass my blood work was and i am sure it got worse since 6 months passed from when i did it. i wanna binge and take it out on myself but my appetite is gone from how upset i am 😭fuck u mean she could tell from the numbers? i hate it

Literally replaying p5r to not kms

god bless my flatmates don’t know anything abt eds cuz just now when my friend’s sister asked if i had ana bc of my blood work, they said no el eats like a bear she eats anything u put in front of her. Gulps