This is Ruca. Born on January 2, 2019, and will die this afternoon, September 7, 2026. He is/was a loyal friend, was the pervert who spied on me in the bathroom, he was the shadow of my shadow, my laughter, the smile on my lips and now the tears on my eyes, the ache in my heart.

Do you remember when you joined X? I do! #MyXAnniversary

Wasn't it a coincidence as I was gazing the fade of the sunlight I witness the fade of mine The spark within sucked by thee, dementor of my real life I clinged to anger cursed you hated you for having reduced on such special day my happy memories to nothing #vss365

I looked at the cadaver as if it were a ripe fruit In time it too will wither and rot #vss365 #horrorprompt 🎨 ThePhoblographer

They searched from coast to coast The body never washed ashore Questions were asked none could be answered only theories about the how and why Time went by memory faded but I still can see so vividly the last rest of a pair of black shoes #vss365 #horrorprompt

My thoughts exactly 😅

Oh, torturous road my life was is I am no saint nor he is a villain but it is far more easier for him to call me bitch and hurl other names amidst the anger than to accept that my worst actions were are symptoms rather than a reflection of my character #vss365

I'm sorry for intruding again but I took this photo today, that's how wild carrots are now, seeding.

I live surrounded by them. I live in the south of Portugal. They are really beautiful.

I'm sorry for when I unabashed said I'm sorry For the paradox of smiling crying For the twirl of emotions ebbed and flowed For the thousand I will not forget thrown in a black hole For when time bended stopped and ceased to exist Overall I'm sorry for being me #vss365

Your profound torment in defiance I embraced Dare to cast me out #vss365 #defiance #haiku 🎨 Facebook

Without any will I am the shadow of my defenestrated soul and all the bits of me that I still hold are gazing the singularity of life's black hole #vss365

Maybe it was when God was not looking but stars were stolen from the night sky and given as a gift to be an Earth's seed gazed in daylight #vss365 My 📸

Is it too much insane to say that I am drawn to you as the sun is drawn to the horizon? That I fear the twilight of my day that imaginary line where the light hides behind and a veil of darkness falls upon me but then out of pity or not returns each dawn #vss365

I heard the blade being dragged too heavy to wield heavy by the weight of the coagulated blood of the living it had drawn Its sound startled the shadows hidden from the midnight light but all I could think was Will I be next? #vss365 #horrorprompt #weirdhorror

I chose to go in the silence veiled by darkness My footsteps echoed in the shadows and the shadows trailed me when I opened my arms and a cruciform shape fell upon his sleep waking him up Before dying I said I would haunt him He didn't believe me #vss365 #horrorprompt

Moonbeams shed upon water swinging through pebbles of dark sand an invisible soul unseen till the end and in the depths weeping only ripples were greeting the place where she fell #vss365 #moonbeam

Me: "Stimming" He: Could you be a dear and stop doing that? Me: okay, I'm sorry. (Five minutes later) Me: "Stimming" again He: Stop doing that! You look like a crazy person. That's what crazy people do! Do you want to be called crazy? Me: ????? #vss365 #autism #ADHD