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I think people underestimate how tired you can be from just having too much on your mind! Not even physically tired! Just tired of remembering things, handling things, thinking ahead, fixing stuff, making decisions, being needed, tryna stay afloat etc. That's just a lot for real.
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i think i'll be stuck wanting to save this woman when she's made it clear she doesn't want to be saved. in fact, she wants to drag me down with her and provide me the same framework of life that completely destroyed her. but god, where do i go with the love i still hold for her?
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what do you call it when you really want to hate your mother because of how severely she has messed you up in ways you can't verbalise but all you're stuck doing is looking at how fucked up her life is because of her being a woman and then you can't help but not hate her
theyre not the same but honestly im glad i have started to get used to it and dont care anymore finally i am free
Turns out when you get papers published you also get scam email conference invites who wouldve known