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Depressed artist cronicles

Joined February 2011
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This piece was created during one of our internal speedsculpt sessions at Grafit Studio and later polished for final presentation. We placed special attention on lighting and mood to bring out the emotional depth of the character. Based on a powerful art by @mister_despair ❤️
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Blackbird Showcase💥 Stylized 3D model based on illustration by MZMR @mister_despair
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Blackbird🔥 3D model based on illustration by MZMR @mister_despair !!! #zbrush #3dart #stylized
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I’ve been in a terrible mental and physical state for over a year (still am) but sometimes you love a character so much, you overcome fear and depression for a little glorious moment. Anyway, #HugoVlad
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This shit is so ass
It's been 24 hours since OpenAI unexpectedly shook the AI image world with 4o image generation. Here are the 14 most mindblowing examples so far (100% AI-generated): 1. Studio ghibli style memes
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Ложь
Антидепрессанты помогут, найдется хорошая работа, рядом будет любимый человек, появится время на хобби и развлечения, увеличится количество друзей, жизнь начнет приносить радость
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Guess my art career is over
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I want to apologise to everyone who commissioned me and didn’t receive either their order or the refund. I’m currently looking for some other work, but with little success, as my mental state is too bad.
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Hello everyone! Sorry for the absence. The thing is, I’m in dire mental and financial situation and I don’t even know if I will ever be able to draw again. I’m just at the level of basic life functions. The only thing that is keeping me alive is that I’m too scared to kms.
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Трудные времена убивают котят
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What a time to be a queer russian I want to kms
Russia adds “LGBT movement” to their list of terrorist/extremist groups.
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I’m going through AD withdrawal once again so cmmissn work goes much slower. Sorry for the wait 😭
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Моя президентка
Я буду продолжать дело Алексея Навального. Продолжать бороться за нашу с вами страну. И я призываю вас встать рядом со мной.
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Пиздец
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Some people mentioned discord and… Do people actually use it to share art? Is it good? I’m not talking about promotion, but about having maybe a smaller audience with closer involvement
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Anyway, I wish everyone will leave this shitty ass place and migrate to you know where
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I don’t know how I managed to gather 34k followers bc now I can hardly get any new ones. And honestly it doesn’t feel that I have this big following. The audience involvement is almost nonexistent.
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And it’s pretty much the same on other platforms (except for telegram) so I don’t think it’s the Twitter algorithm’s fault. I guess I have to blame myself hahah
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It absolutely kills all the joy of sharing art I used to have before like… I’m not really into communication with people, but seeing people interact and involve with my art brings me so much happiness. I almost cry every time I see a nice comment.
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