⠀i’m waiting for you to haunt me . come on , now . be the ghost that touches my feet when i sleep at night .
⠀i’ll wake up one day and write about trees and stars and beginnings and ends . until then , so long .
⠀dear god , let it rain over me and wash away my thoughts . i could use a new mind - a change of heart .
⠀i don’t just ‘ want ’ to be loved , i need to be loved . without love , i am nobody . i have been nobody for so long .
⠀i hated myself for falling in love with you . and i hate myself even more for letting you hurt me .
⠀you stole something from me that i would not mind giving to you . now you’re gone , and i am left with only half of me yet .
