nia ୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ

unpinning when i reach 45kg ౨ৎ༝⁺໒꒱ིྀ

sometimes i come across a reel that reminds me of certain oomfs and i shed a tear

kay fuck it i’m taking lax and walking more tmrw

i feel so fake for not purging only bc i don't want mom getting mad at me for being loud, am i fake guys am I not sick anymore is this illegal i'm scared

i'm gonna cry i'm so fat and greedy

i'm keeping down TONS bread that I had bc i'm scared of purging and waking up mom and i'd rather deal with guilt than her getting mad at me for being loud. is this allowed? will u hate me i'm gonna cry i should've purged earlier fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckufckufckufckufckufuc

DOES ANYONE HAVE AISHA ON ANY OTHER SOCIAL MEDIA??? DO YALL KNOW IF HOW SHE’S DOING RN ?????? guys please

in my head we are friends. guys are we friends? or is that pathetic of me to think?😿

i wanna stay clean tomorrow but i don’t have safe foods😭maybe i’ll buy something

i regret b/ping btw. it’s never worth it. should’ve been content with boredom

i don’t have a single place i could hang myself from in this apt are we serious

genuinely need someone to fund my b/ps WHO do i need to fuck

binging on eggs, beans, condiments, and bread😭😭can you tell how broke i am

my friends called me, and they BOTH told me i look like i lost weight and they think i’m struggling and going through something???? i feel so validated cuz i finally feel seen but also i want to get much much much worse

i will lie out my ass to convince people i’m not struggling and then be sad and cry bc people don’t see that i’m struggling

i think i’ll go to dollar stores tmrw and borrow some food cuz i legit have no binge OR safe foods in the house 😭😭