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and i was runnin' far away...
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you have to teach me how to get there. this is. like. my second time here ever.
[ a biiiig big sigh as she deflated, snuggled against her during the ride. who knew crying wss so tiring. ]
firt time going to your place, actually. kinda nervous.
[ snickering. ]
i'll make sure to call you if i ever need something.
[ food acquired! now that they can go, she's going to let her lead the way.
indy stays silent... but she stays smiling. she keeps holding on to her hand, and occasionally places her head on their shoulder. ]
[ indy stands, still not letting go of her hand. it might be best to just order at the bar, then.
she walks while holding onto her, keeping her close, and orders a coffee, a chai latte, and a pastry to go. while they wait for it, she turns to look at mina, and she grins. ]
[ sniffle... sniffle. she nods. ]
yeah... yeah.
can we at least order to go, though? it kind of took me a while to find this place for us to not get anything.
[ she laughs. ]
[ indy laughs, already sniffling and looking a pretty mess. she squeezes their hand once. ]
i love you too.
i love you, and it is such a relief to be able to say it...
[ she has to pull away to cover her face. this whole conversation has been cathartic for her. ]
Replying to @alolancolors
You're worth the world , and I don't want to give you that because you're a prize . Not because I want your body . Because I love you .
[ she needs a moment to... fully process it. those are some nasty thoughts she's had for ages, and it is the first time she can let them out. it is truly the first time she feels... seen.
finally, after a moment, she is able to compose herself. she clears her throat. ]
i do understand. and i'm sorry i said that. i shouldn't have, because it's not even true.
of course i'd thought about it before. that night, i... i couldn't stop thinking about it.
but i'm—i'm used to things being casual. i'm used to people wanting me, wanting to sleep with me.
Replying to @alolancolors
So , yes , I love you . I'm in love with you . I know I am , because I didn't know how that felt before I got to know you .
[ Catching her breath . She'd been rehearsing this in her mind . ]
Can you tell me that you get what I mean .ᐣ
that we could have that one night and still be us, and that i wouldn't have to risk losing you over it.
but how could things stay the same? they've never been normal between us. not from the very beginning. you've always looked at me like i'm something wonderful,
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for the longest time, i saw myself as a bad person. you don't know how much it meant to me when you looked at me and could see the good.
no, no, mina, i reacted very poorly last time... i... please. let me start over.
[ she takes a deeeep breath, and gulps hard. here goes nothing. ]
i know this might come as a surprise, but... i don't have many friends. and... i hate that.
and i think i'm starting to understand that... just because i don't feel things as quickly as someone else does, it doesn't mean i don't feel them just as deeply.
i do love you, mina. i... i just needed a little more time to understand what that meant for me.











