when you're getting ready but then remember olivia rodrigo said that she bought all the clothes that they told her to buy she chased some dumb ideal her whole fucking life but none of it mattered and none of it ended, she just felt like shit over and over again
“master manipulator, god, you're so good at what you do. come for me like a savior and i'd put myself through hell for you, hear all the rumors lately, that you always denied..”
YES FUCK IT I TRY TO IGNORE BUT IT'S EVERYTHING I SEE IT'S ON THE POSTER ON THE WALL IT'S IN THE SHITTY MAGAZINES IT'S IN MY PHONE IT'S IN MY HEAD IT'S IN THE BOYS I BRING TO BED IT'S ALL AROUND IT'S ALL THE TIME I DON'T KNOW WHY I EVEN FUCKING TRY
how it feels to have guts as your favorite olivia album in a general public who loves sour and yspsfagsil better
hate for olivia doesn't even get me mad anymore and i think that's bc i KNOW that none of it ever reaches by far. they'll probably spend forever trying to create a narrative that can never exist simply bc she never pretends to be more than she is & i think that's beautiful of her
her realest song yet btw
open.spotify.com/track/26QLJ…
currently going through severe wlw yearn
open.spotify.com/track/4LfCY…


















