my deepest darkest kinkiest most fucked up fantasy is that there’s a hospital with all the doctors I need in one spot and they all communicate and are truly invested in me and work together and figure it out and I get better. and its $35
it's not that gwima couldn't reach out telepathically to rumi, it's that he tried before but quickly realised he can't suicidebait a depressed suicidal teen better than she could herself & honestly it was kinda triggering for him so he stopped trying
