bipolar rambles

Howdy y’all I haven’t posted in like 2 years lol but I’m alive ✌🏻 got on seroquel about a year ago and I’ve been doing better than ever

The curse of insomnia 😤 so close to falling asleep then something disturbs you and now you’re awake af and annoyed

#NewProfilePic 💁🏼‍♀️ national title baby 🥊

I haven’t been using this account for ages but I think it’s time I welcome you back to the Chaos™️ that said, it’s nearly midnight and I have play that funky music on loop in my head despite not hearing the song in many years

I listened to 416 hours of @SYSKPodcast this year 😆 can you tell it’s my favorite

I miraculously found a ticket on @tixelofficial for the @mtrench show Saturday 😭 I can’t contact the seller but Brianna something in Melbourne if you’re reading this you’re absolutely incredible you have no idea how much this means to me 😭😭😭 #marianastrench

Hey @mtrench can you help a girl out 😭 I’ve had 2 VIP tickets to Bris since the original date but now live in Melbourne, wasn’t notified of the reschedule, and the Melb show is sold out 😭😭 it’s a long shot but you’re literally the last band on my show bucket list and I’m 😖

I listened to something like 60k minutes on Spotify last year but I think this year it’ll be that much just because of @SYSKPodcast 😂 love y’all

Aaaaand @christianhull tickets sold out before I could get them #rip

straight up on my absolute worst days when I need some form of laughter or positivity my default is @christianhull and I just moved from QLD to mt evelyn and he’s doing a show like, right down the street from me and I could cry I’m so happy ilysm

Shoutout to @DavidPuder and the psych podcast. My professors threw in an off the wall question about clozapine in my psychopathology final and I remembered the answer from your clozapine for schizophrenia episode. (and got it right) Thanks for contributing to my A 😆

Apparently I spent 2,258 minutes listening to @bastille this year and I’m not mad about it #SpotifyWrapped #bastille thanks guys, love ya!

So, Manic by @colemanhell came up on my Spotify discover and it’s the most accurate description of bipolar disorder I’ve ever heard in a song. THANK YOU FOR THIS!

You know what’s bad? Going to a pharmacy I don’t usually go to and not realizing my Lamictal tablets are fkn dissolvable??? popping them in my mouth with water as usual and they immediately turn into disgusting pseudo mint flavored mush. Disgosteng.