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i'll be your golden sunshine, forever and always.

 iwaizumi “rui“ tooru 及. he/him 川. oa i…
leon.xn--6ii
Joined October 2021
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reintro. hello, i'm your resident writer (who wishes he can write more fluff) who loves coffee and mostly needs sleep. nice to meet you! 💗
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why does asking for more always makes me feel like i'm being too much? why does it make me feel like i am not allowed to make space, to exist, to be me.
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to be loved is to be known. and for the longest time i thought that i was known by the people that i loved, but i was wrong. all they did was accept everything at face value, without going as far as studying me.
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they didn't know the way i cry when everything's too much, or how my voice cracks as i hold it in, they didn't know how i strive to be perfect, they didn't know how i feared abandonment that it rings in my bones.
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at a time like this, grey skies and the quiet of the night is a nice company.
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iwaizumi hajime sobrang pogi mo talaga. 😔😔😔😔 pogi mo po baby @nic6tine
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trying is scary. putting yourself out there is terrifying. restoring your faith in love is bone-rattling. but all it takes is one step.
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although there is no carved out path for you, from that point forward you have to make your choices and either you are blessed by fate or cursed to be hurt. whatever happens at the end of the day, at least you tried, and maybe that's enough.
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i want to be loved, and held, and assured but i have learned to carry the weight of my own feelings for a long time that surrendering my heart and my armor feels close to impossible; if i tell you i am falling will you be there to catch me?
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i want to swallow my heart at times, hold back my tongue, and dry out my tears. although i know that the bottle will burst eventually, all of the ugly that i try to hide away from your eyes will soon reveal itself.
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i used to think that i was great at running away from my feelings, that i am an expert at burying what i feel deep inside of me; little did i know i leave a trail of debris every single time.
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no one prepares you for what happens when everything ends, because we are all dreamers here that hope we find forever in our person. but there are times that dreams remain as they are as you watch them walk away from everything, and you are left with no choice but to move forward
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i keep your message open despite the indication that it has been weeks since we last talked. maybe one of these days you will find the energy to drop by and say hi, and maybe ask how i've been for the past few weeks that you have stopped talking to me.
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maybe by then i'll find out what i did wrong. but hours, days, and weeks goes by and i still hear nothing from you. perhaps it's time to finally accept that for all those days that you did not reaching out, it was already a clear sign of goodbyes.
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isang hi naman jan crush oh @nic6tine
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happy 17th, my love! to more months with you and our little family. i love you so much! 💗💗💗
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masyadong obvious na crush mo q 😍
leon. (@nic6tine) profile pictureleon.@nic6tine26 Jul 2023
happy 17th, my baby. here’s to more months to celebrate with you. i love you, my love.
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if fate has been kinder to us, would we still be together?
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it's an afternoon thought that carries itself well into midnight where the quiet of the night only feeds the darkness of my mind, going back to memories that i have buried at the deepest corner of my mind. questions of what ifs and maybes starts to haunt me like ghosts,
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back from being inactive! 💛
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baby @nic6tine hahahahaha
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“i loved you.” people would argue that the most painful word in the english language is “just” or “always” but have you ever been told by the person you love the most that they “loved” you?
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one single letter is enough for worlds to come crashing down. loved, loved, loved, the word repeats in my head like a broken record player. loved, loved, loved, a wicked way of saying that i will only now live in the past—in his memories.
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his head was in a constant state of chaos: overthinking and doubts ruled his mind for as long as he could remember. it has always been like this for his whole life, that people who loved and cared for him eventually got tired because he only brings thunderstorms.
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no matter how hard he tries to silence the roars of thunder inside of him, it always has a way of coming out in the most unhinged way possible. so he decided that he is just a cursed man; made to yearn for another's touch but will never be good enough to keep them.
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why do some people only realize that they are in love with someone when it's too late to do anything about it?
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