girl whose therapy appointment was rescheduled last minute & experienced paralyzing grief for the time lost putting on a full face of makeup beforehand only to realize through this process she uses her perceived appearance as a defence mechanism against her fear of vulnerability
elizabeth holmes inviting a film crew into her home 34 days before going to prison is akin to when he gave you all the passwords to his accounts ‘because he had nothing to hide’ and still found a way to cheat on you
it’s called the internalized male gaze and only knowing how to relate to their own sexuality via the performance for it


























