you have entered seaburd wurld!
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- i am lainey
- i am 18
- i am in art school
- i like new wave/post punk
- my interests are ever changing
- be my moot please i am going to tweet every thought
- it would bring me joy if people seen my thoughts
- bye
i’m just sitting shaking sweating nearly throwing up waiting for this call oh my god i hate myself why can’t i be normal this is a beautiful boy who fancies me back and omg we have had lovely conversations before so it’s ok
NOT EVEN ONE MINUTE LATER HE TEXTS ME OH MY FUCKING GOD MY WHOLE BODY IS SHAKING IM GONNA DIE PLEASE HELP ME PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME
like it’s so nice to just not do anything sometimes but then i don’t really get the help i need. but it’s impossible to speak help
i kind of love it though it’s the only time i get to act like a child without judgement and it’s by using the excuse of autism. they immediately understand because with autism you are just fucking weird anyway so nothing matters
ok so i went to the doctors and i said maybe 2 words while my mum spoke for me. #NONVERBAL omg i physically cant speak at the doctors like it feels like my mouth is sewn shut unless my mum says something really really embarrassing and wrong about me
ok so i went to the doctors and i said maybe 2 words while my mum spoke for me. #NONVERBAL omg i physically cant speak at the doctors like it feels like my mouth is sewn shut unless my mum says something really really embarrassing and wrong about me




