kuro ⚢

can't even enjoy something without finding a reason to feel bad about it

affection anxiety avoidance repeat

an i love you used to be such a precious thing for me to say i don't think i should be throwing those words around so casually..

every emotion i experience is jst another opportunity to make myself feel miserable. my mind twists even the purest feelings and turns it into fuel to further my own suffering

if i wasn't employed id be sleeping for twenty hours a day

ponder reminisce yearn dwell resent endure cry repeat

memories are cruel little remnants of things i'll never get to have again

i am both the tragedy and the Thing responsible for its continuation

i am incapable of maintaining a stable romantic attachment with another human being. misfortunate dysfunctional diseased creature ..