spawn -💤 (-72lbs)

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my room is so small.. my elliptical takes up half the space lmfao

my stomach still hurts… i’ve been so scared to eat😭… anyways im excited for my chili oil noodles to arrive.

happy post halloween… ya girl had to go to the hospital last night since i almost ruptured my stomach

one more job rejection email away from live streaming my own suicide

i hate being called fat but ik it’s true

i’m so glad I got this smiski lamp… i wanted one so badly but refuse to pay $50+ for it. luckily i found it on vinted for $15 i’m so excited urggggh

my girlfriend came over to clean my room and i kinda dig how she sat up my trinkets

wait the gangs all here

got my 5lb bag of gummy sharks

fatty binge ~ i’m excited for halloween

i love women

at home doctor visit had her (doc) suggesting me to go for an autism evaluation… i thought i was masking well 😭😭 im so fucking obvious

i spend about 1000$ on food monthly. save me from debt

shoko, my baby

😛

i was so locked in omg what happened

i love these things

suspicious blob at pumpkin patch

shitty life update.. i gained weight and it went to my face (evident in photos). despite me purging it seems like my weight stabilized once again urgh. also i’m starting a job soon. not that i want to work, it drains me lol. My girlfriend broke UP WITH ME😞 i want to die ha