I am insanely chronically online and whenever I lose an online friend I feel like complete death for days . I don’t really know how to trust people because it’s always random with zero communication . all of those times laughing and spreading love just never means anything
I’m really sorry to the people who want to be my friend . I’m very closed off for a multitude of reasons and I tend to pick and choose who I want to begin talking to, I’m happy that people enjoy the music and art I make . I try my best to treat people how I’d want to be treated
I know that people truly do just come and go, and not everyone is going to vibe with you . Not everyone will like you . But because of my brain I feel like it’s so , so much more deeper than it is . And idk how to cope with it .
