Chief Paranoia Officer (℠). Trying to live a little longer but have metastasized atypical BRAF mutation melanoma killing me with pain. InfoSec at SickKids

Canada
Joined October 2009
My ode to ntpd: Tick Tock Tick Tock Tick Tock Tick Tock Tick Tick Tock Tick Tock Tick Tock Tick Tock
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hi everyone, this is Agrivane’s wife, with some unfortunate news. He lost his battle this morning and will be missed more than I can say. Big thanks to the #ThanksCancer community for the support
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A side by side slide of a side effect of my cancer.
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Another angle for wtf is my state:
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Let's talk about ransomware for a second. Ransomware Threat Actors are opportunity driven. They do not have specific targets in mind. If you've got a dollar, they want it. The reality of the matter, in the ransomware ecosystem, is initial access brokering is cheap and affordable, it is a worthwhile investment for ransomware affiliates to establish a good relationship with an initial access broker. There is an initial access broker who will sell you roughly 1,000,000 misconfigured VPN's for $1,500. These 'misconfigured' VPNs typically will be companies which have accidentally set a VPN user login to something like 'test' as the username AND password. Although this may sound absurd, or unlikely, these are extremely common as companies may simply overlook small errors. However, these misconfigured VPNs are not curated. Ransomware affiliates might have to spend weeks, or months, sorting through the list determing which companies discovered have: 1. Money 2. Do not violate the rules of the ransomware group 3. Have insufficient security posture 4. Are outside with CIS (ex-soviet countries). This is often how ransomware groups collide with each other. Two different initial access brokers may have identified (or gotten access) to the exact same organization and then sold this identified vulnerable organization, or access, to two different ransomware groups. There have been stories where ransomware affiliates gain access, only to discover upon entry the organization has already been ransomed! Companies that have correctly configured EDRs (a detected blue team), a SOC, and have good policy and/or asset control will defeat most ransomware affiliates. More often than not, if an affiliate encounters a company that has a good EDR, or hardened machines, they may simply abandon the target all together (or sell it to a different ransomware operator) because it may not be worth their time. Metaphorically speaking, time is money to the Ransomware Threat Actor. Regarding targets, there is another aspect often overlooked. Ransomware operators residing outside NATO often do not understand the culture or targets they have identified. For example, we have witnessed ransomware groups target public school systems, failing to understand how the United States allocates money for schools. They mistakenly believe tax-funded schools are ripe with cash and simply do not believe negotiators when they say the victim doesn't have the money. They rely on publicly available information (often wrong information) from places like Wikipedia or ZoomInfo. They see big numbers and believe that this is the profit margins. tl;dr if you very seriously want to defeat ransomware, security companies need to understand the financial limitations many organizations face. They do not have the money, or man power, larger companies have to combat an ever evolving threat landscape. NOTE: There are some caveats to this rant. Every ransomware affiliate will seek different avenues of gaining access. Blah, blah, blah. Thanks for reading. Have a goodnight (or morning).
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If cancer had merit badges: 👉 Pooped normally 👉 Didn’t cry once today 👉 Understood what my donctor said 👇👇👇
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I get to go home before I die and we are setting things up to do so. i hope it works for a few weeks at least, @ThanksCancer much better than the hospital, I’ll be with my lady at least.
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I’m still with the living. how was the journey home ?
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If we had a cancer party: 🎈Melanomies are by the pool offering shade umbrellas and swim shirts 🎈 Breast cancer patients are admiring each others scars 🎈 Colon cancer peeps are having a detailed conversation about the food and also their poops 👇👇👇
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eBeth and I enjoying the heat in the rooftop memorial garden at princess margret hospital, despite the air show noise
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no one should have to endure pain and cancer causes pain beyond description, then we add more throughout the treatments, it’s a suffering sandwich
So yesterday I had my first radiotherapy appointment to get marked up etc ready for my treatment starting on the 12th. but I was on the table of the ct scanner for an hour and my back was on fire with the #Cancer in my spine and they were trying to get it accurate for the #breastcancer that's gone through my chest wall and into my back, but after an hour I've been marked and poked and written on I couldn't take it anymore. Because my gp and my pharmacists had failed to give me my morphine Between them though arguing over whose fault it is in the meantime I have no pain relief luckily the senior radiographer took over and she's already called me this morning to say she's speaking to my Dr. Why is nothing ever easy, why are we the ones having to call and sort out shit they e caused putting us in more pain. I literally cried myself to sleep with the pain. Feeling very exhausted, in pain and angry :(
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Libby, you deserved better. I cry inside every time a muggle says we’ve “made so much progress.” Progress means fuckall when Libby cannot see Violet grow up.
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Cancer is when your cells are all fucking drama queens. 👑
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Keeping masks in healthcare settings should never be up for debate. Never. Especially with people still ending up in ICU due to covid and all kinds of respiratory illnesses. Keeping masks in healthcare is the very least we could do to protect ourselves and others.
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Agrivane retweeted
International Day of Protest Against ABA is coming to Ottawa. And our demands haven't changed 1. Prohibit businesses from providing ABA to minors 2. Cease associations with orgs that defend the use of ABA 3. Further steps towards abolition August 31, 6PM. Human Rights Monument.
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This morning the 99.8% Supermoon turned a golden colour as it began descending into the horizon. This was 6:08 AM from my telescope.
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What do I even say to my kids? It'll get better? It won't. Chase your dreams? The world is burning. Recovery is possible? Even if that's so, not for long with rampant reinfection. There's hope? No. There isn't.
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Agrivane retweeted
Vicious dog attack!
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Replying to @ThanksCancer
Oh that didn’t take a moment’s thought: Hurt I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I'm still right here What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way Yes, I know it’s about something completely different, but….
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Is there a song or a poem that speaks to your cancer experience? Mine is The Elm by Sylvia Plath: “I am terrified by this dark thing    That sleeps in me; All day I feel its soft, feathery turnings, its malignity.”
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“Toxic people will misunderstand what you say no matter how you say it.” is unfortunately true, not everyone walks a righteous path.
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