still helps to hear, so thank you. i got some anxiety issues, working on it. i’ll be in my room so we can have some space. sound okay to you?
what i want you to say is that this doesn’t change how you feel about me. we’ve done this too many times. the fights and the regrets and i just, i can handle these, even if they suck. i just, i care about you and i want you to know that, even when we’re like this.
do you have to curse so much when you’re pissed at me? it’s a sensitive thing for me. family stuff. i just.. it’s tough for me. i wanted to tell you how i felt because you keep telling me to speak up. i did it wrong, you’re pissed and i’m not trying to piss you off more.
you said we should watch the grass grow or whatever. i was joking by equating this to a metaphor about celibacy. i’m not… i’m not saying you don’t get to be annoyed that i made the joke at all. i’m saying i don’t want us to be keeping score and trying to annoy one another. —
aiden. that can’t be how this works. your response to me saying —which i wasn’t actually saying, by the way— celibacy cannot be well ill just see other people. if you think i’m being rude or hurtful, say it. don’t… get even or something.
