bitch

forcing yourself to work hungover

how it feels bringing your own food to work

how it feels leaving the party without saying goodbye

not now sweetie mommy’s yearning

down so bad i’m reading my horoscope again

woke up and the room’s still spinning

i don’t need to worry about exes forgetting about me because they’ll be finding my hairs in their room for at least 8 months

ignoring me ignoring you

trying not to text back to fast but missing speaking to them

when he goes on his phone after i’ve been on mine for 5 minutes straight

can feel myself self sabotaging again

texting him back after convincing myself he hates me all day

quitting my job to focus on my body dysmorphia

waking up to still no reply

the way everytime i feel secure in a relationship something happens to prove i shouldn’t have

I’M ALIVE (unfortunately)

all i want for christmas is emotional stability