Professor Hop3

Hi all, This is going to be a long one, so I hope you are prepared. After last nights stream and the previous weeks, I’m honestly not feeling streaming at the moment. I was encouraged to take a break from streaming, instead of graduating, to reset myself and find joy in the games I play again. When I was a small streamer, I never considered or even thought I would get to where I am today. I used to not care about what others thought of me and was truly happy just streaming and playing my games and chatting here and there. However, lately to me, streaming has almost become a second job to me, meaning it feels as if I’m clocking out of my job outside just to clock in to another job, and it’s been mentally draining and exhausting to do almost everyday of the week. That said, I’m not leaving streaming for good, I’m only taking a much needed break, to focus on myself, and find that spark again in doing the things I used to enjoy. Finding new work is also going to help, but lately it’s been really hard to even find that happiness again. Nevertheless, I still wanted to apologize to everyone here. I know many of you look forward to my streams, and hearing my voice. I genuinely, from the bottom of my heart, appreciate everything you all are doing, even if it was a fraction of your attention, thank you for being there and supporting me throughout this journey. I also wish to apologize to the many of you that thought yesterday was going to be the end. Everything from work stress, streaming stress, the tourney stress, emote stress, 2.0 stress, all finally tipped the jar and I unfortunately lost myself to my thoughts. I am okay now but needed to think things through. I will eventually be back to streaming, once I am able to find that spark again. It might be 2 weeks, 3 weeks, a month or even two months. For now I will be lurking or chatting in other streams and will be gaming with a few others, but will not be streaming, nor will I be collabing with other streamers. Thank you to everyone again, for supporting and being there for me, through the goods and bads, the ups and downs, as well as the laughing and crying moments we shared together as a community. I will be back, and when I do, I hope to see many familiar names again. Love you all -Wusky