GirlonFire

On a positive note, I'm spending this year focusing on getting back to me. Putting more emphasis on what I need and taking care of me instead of putting everyone else first. So, there's that.

Losing your mother hits differently.

Every night I fall asleep hoping she will be in my dreams so I can see her again, hear her again, hug her again.

She used to call me at 9:15 am when it was officially my birthday. I miss her calls. I miss her voice. I wish I had saved her voice-mails with her singing to me. If I only had known I'd be robbed of so much time with her, I would have done so many things differently.

It's been a minute since I have spent time here. Today is my birthday! My 1st without my beloved mom. It's been almost 5 months since she passed. It's a different world without her here. A piece of me is missing, yet she lives in me. I catch glimpses of her in my voice/nuances.

I've never heard this song before, but i love it!! @RealChalamet is🔥 #SNL50

Can't sleep. I've been up for 3 hours now. I forgot what it is like to be tired but unable to sleep. 😣 I have too much on my mind.

Wow! I have been away for so long. A lot has changed around here. I will have to look into it all later. In the meantime, I am alive and well. I enjoyed a 4 month break from my phone and social media. Just dipping my toe in the water for now

Day 7 of feeling my worst ever😩 Found out today that I am positive for covid.

I LOVE that @nbcsnl just represented @worldsoffun!! The Viking Voyager is one of the best rides for couples for sure!! ☺🥰 So many good memories 😊

This is exactly what I needed youtu.be/Ai9b2IO5Ncs

She's a natural sedative.

A baby sleeping on your chest is better than a weighted blanket.

Introducing the sweetest girl in the world, my Ella💞 She's 1 week old today! Time is already flying. #babygirl #mylove

1:55am here and I can't sleep. I'm at the hospital getting induced for labor. It's so surreal. I can't believe that after 39 weeks and a few days, I will soon meet my little girl and hold her💞

I've never had angry sex. Am I the only one?

Meanwhile I am 34 weeks pregnant & asthmatic, praying I dont get it. I keep seeing horror stories of women missing out on the first 2 months of their newborn's life from testing positive for COVID-19. I can't even imagine. I pray I avoid it. Seriously, that would be a nightmare

Trying to sleep but can't. Too many loud voices outside. It appears everyone in the neighborhood tonight is throwing a house party. 🙄😑 So fantastic. Let's get those COVID-19 numbers soaring!! Idiots 😒