read 171 pages of whalefall in one sitting. reading something new that isnt a classic or degree-related again may be healing my attention span and breaking me out of this months-long slump πββοΈ
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Replying to @formlessbloop
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The purpose of a system is what it does. The NHS waiting list is designed to kill trans people
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for nottingham, you will be waiting over 8 years. london, 15 years. leeds, 19 years. exeter, 21 years. sheffield, 5 years. newcastle, 8 years.
in england, you have the right to be seen by any consultant-led nhs service within 18 weeks. yet if you are trans, no one cares.
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my most common ocd spiral is "what if i ____" -> "why didnt that thought make me uncomfortable?" -> "oh god what if i actually want to do it because it didnt make me uncomfortable to think about" -> "i dont actually want to do that right?" -> "what if i do?" -> rinse & repeat

























