something finally complete, as it should have been. 13/20 📖 cr whalefall

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Joined June 2022
idk how i fell for "you'll find your people in uni" when i KNOW i'm autistic and bad at making friends like obviously that was never going to happen
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the 5 unfinished assignments on my computer watching me fall asleep on top of my comforter at 3:30 pm with my clothes from the day still on
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The purpose of a system is what it does. The NHS waiting list is designed to kill trans people
Replying to @awtyism
for nottingham, you will be waiting over 8 years. london, 15 years. leeds, 19 years. exeter, 21 years. sheffield, 5 years. newcastle, 8 years. in england, you have the right to be seen by any consultant-led nhs service within 18 weeks. yet if you are trans, no one cares.
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priestboy #rote
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my most common ocd spiral is "what if i ____" -> "why didnt that thought make me uncomfortable?" -> "oh god what if i actually want to do it because it didnt make me uncomfortable to think about" -> "i dont actually want to do that right?" -> "what if i do?" -> rinse & repeat
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I’d be home, with him. A whole thing.
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dutiful: i need to kill icefyre web: we need to free icefyre fitzloved in the tent:
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real academic pressure is when your parents don’t pressure you at all.. they just trust you, and somehow that makes you feel like you can’t fail
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being depressed is just an endless cycle of neglecting all responsibilities for 3-14 days at a time then randomly having a Handling It Day where u do dishes trash laundry homework yoga therapy skincare socializing etc then back to rotting
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malta doodle #rote
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it took me a lot of time to realize i had OCD bc it operates so differently than how i’ve always seen it depicted. but one of the main issues i have is that with my compulsions for things, it less often includes the reasoning of +
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the concept of having to study (which i hate) to get a job (which i hate) just to be able to live (which i hate)
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wip of the fool in jhaampe :)) #rote
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SOMEONE FUCKING DID IT
a drag path but it's the medical courier bag being found in the remnants of raccoon city
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aquele amigo que está claramente à beira do colapso mental: "acho que vou caminhar e fumar cigarro"
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