The sender is expressing deep regret and self-blame for taking a pill or drug (described as minor use only), believing it was unnecessary and has permanently “messed with my mind.”
• They feel they should have stayed completely drug-free, remained healthy and fit, and focused on personal goals instead, especially since their family is fine and their nephew successfully manages diabetes while still working.
• The message shows strong feelings of “why did I do this” and comparison to others who deal with health issues without medication, leading to intense guilt.
• Most critically, the sender states they are now experiencing daily suicidal thoughts as a direct result of this decision and its mental effects.
• The heavy use of typos and run-on structure indicates they are writing while highly emotional, distressed, or in crisis.
• Overall, this reads as a raw cry of despair and a possible call for support from the person they are messaging. The sender feels their life is ruined by one choice and is spiraling.
If this is someone reaching out to you, respond with calm empathy, listen without judgment, and strongly encourage them to contact a suicide prevention hotline or mental health professional immediately (e.g., 988 in the US or local equivalent). This level of ongoing suicidal ideation needs real professional help.
Replying to @JamieAA_Again
My mom took these a lot nd had stomach issues nd stuff big pharma drugs suck
Greg retweeted
I will continue to be a doctors worst nightmare:
-No prescriptions
-No flu shots
-No sunscreen
-Lots of saturated fat
-NO covid shots !
-Eggs daily
-Red meat daily
-No check ups
-Lots of salt
-Barefoot whenever possible
-Lifting heavy things for fun because it pays the only bill that matters.
Greg retweeted
Those kids had 2 junkie parents holy fuck.
INSIDE THE BENOIT CASE FILES: THE MEDICATIONS & WHO PRESCRIBED THEM
The Fayette County Sheriff’s Office documented these medications recovered from the Benoit home:
CHRIS BENOIT
Prescribed by Dr. Phil Astin:
• Lorcet (hydrocodone), 10/650 mg
• Xanax (alprazolam), 2 mg
• Soma (carisoprodol), 350 mg
• Zoloft (sertraline), 25 mg
• Testosterone, 200 mg/mL: two boxes with Jones Pharmacy labels dated March 21 and May 9, 2007.
NANCY BENOIT
Prescribed by Dr. Phil Astin:
• Lorcet, 10/650 mg: three prescriptions filled at CVS and Publix in Peachtree City. Two bottles were empty; one contained 82 pills.
• Xanax, 2 mg: two bottles containing 81 and 16 pills. One also contained a hydrocodone pill.
• Soma, 350 mg: four pills remained.
• Naproxen, 500 mg: a full bottle.
Nancy also had an empty Lunesta 3 mg bottle from a 2005 prescription by Dr. Youngblood of Texas.
OTHER ITEMS DOCUMENTED
• Cymbalta, 60 mg: empty bottle, prescribed by Dr. Astin.
• Ambien, 10 mg: a 2004 prescription; the prescriber couldn’t be identified from the aged label.
• “222” tablets containing acetylsalicylic acid, codeine phosphate and caffeine.
• DHEA, amino acid, protein and ephedrine supplements.
• Suspected human growth hormone and suspected marijuana.
Source: Fayette County Sheriff’s Office, redacted Benoit CID case file.
Greg retweeted
Some people are obsessed with visiting doctors.
And ironically, they always seem to be sick.
Greg retweeted
INSIDE THE BENOIT CASE FILES: THE MEDICATIONS & WHO PRESCRIBED THEM
The Fayette County Sheriff’s Office documented these medications recovered from the Benoit home:
CHRIS BENOIT
Prescribed by Dr. Phil Astin:
• Lorcet (hydrocodone), 10/650 mg
• Xanax (alprazolam), 2 mg
• Soma (carisoprodol), 350 mg
• Zoloft (sertraline), 25 mg
• Testosterone, 200 mg/mL: two boxes with Jones Pharmacy labels dated March 21 and May 9, 2007.
NANCY BENOIT
Prescribed by Dr. Phil Astin:
• Lorcet, 10/650 mg: three prescriptions filled at CVS and Publix in Peachtree City. Two bottles were empty; one contained 82 pills.
• Xanax, 2 mg: two bottles containing 81 and 16 pills. One also contained a hydrocodone pill.
• Soma, 350 mg: four pills remained.
• Naproxen, 500 mg: a full bottle.
Nancy also had an empty Lunesta 3 mg bottle from a 2005 prescription by Dr. Youngblood of Texas.
OTHER ITEMS DOCUMENTED
• Cymbalta, 60 mg: empty bottle, prescribed by Dr. Astin.
• Ambien, 10 mg: a 2004 prescription; the prescriber couldn’t be identified from the aged label.
• “222” tablets containing acetylsalicylic acid, codeine phosphate and caffeine.
• DHEA, amino acid, protein and ephedrine supplements.
• Suspected human growth hormone and suspected marijuana.
Source: Fayette County Sheriff’s Office, redacted Benoit CID case file.
Greg retweeted
If you are considering getting off your antidepressants please don't blindly trust your Doctors fast tapering schedule. Most do not know how to safely taper their patients off the psychiatric drugs they prescribe. It's hard to believe Doctors are licensed to prescribe without this knowledge. As crazy as that sounds it's the truth.
Most doctors were taught antidepressant withdrawal is mild and gone in a couple of weeks. That's wrong.
That idea came from a panel of drug-company-funded experts. So people get pulled off fast, and one of three things happens. Some bounce back fine. Some get told their withdrawal is their illness returning and stay stuck on the drug. And some develop protracted withdrawal, a neurological injury that can take years to heal.
Here are the 3 steps I use to come off safely.
1. Don't follow a fixed schedule.
Your brain doesn't care about a spreadsheet. Make a cut, wait, and see how you respond. If it was easy, cut a bit more next time. If withdrawal starts interfering with work or daily life, go back to the last good dose. Most people wait 2 to 6 weeks between cuts, never less than 2.
2. Don't fall off the tapering cliff.
At low doses, the drug comes off your brain's receptors much faster. Expect the last quarter of your taper to take as long as the first three quarters. Shrink your cuts and stretch out the time between them.
3. Use the syringe method.
Every antidepressant can be made into a liquid. Ask your doctor for a compounding pharmacy prescription, plus a 1 ml syringe and adapter cap. A 1 ml syringe has 100 lines, so you can make tiny, precise cuts.
Go slowly, with your prescriber. It's safer for your brain, and often faster in the end.
Comment TAPER and I'll send you my free safe tapering guide.
Yes, indirectly. Benzos boost GABA, which dampens overall neural firing — and that includes some of the pathways that drive histamine release in the brain. That’s partly why they can make you drowsy. But they don’t occupy histamine receptors the way an antihistamine does, so the effect is more of a background quieting than a direct block. During withdrawal, that quieting reverses, and histamine activity can rebound — which may be one more piece of why you get that burning, restless, on-edge feeling.
Yes, indirectly. Benzos boost GABA, which dampens overall neural firing — and that includes some of the pathways that drive histamine release in the brain. That’s partly why they can make you drowsy. But they don’t occupy histamine receptors the way an antihistamine does, so the effect is more of a background quieting than a direct block. During withdrawal, that quieting reverses, and histamine activity can rebound — which may be one more piece of why you get that burning, restless, on-edge feeling.
Greg retweeted
This is your brain on porn.
Take a close look at it.
Do you want your brain to be messed up?
Not better for your brain than a heroin addiction.
Your dopamine system will pay the price and so will your testosterone.
Quitting porn is not easy - but it's necessary, if you want to make the most out of your life.
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Greg retweeted
Treating symptoms, and then those pills give different symptoms… when will you heal from Head to Toe? If you are ready comment HTTH. #drreese
Greg retweeted
We need to talk more about late onset/cumulative drug effects for medications more. Not the effects you get when you first start taking them. I mean the ones that creep up on people bit by bit slowly diminishing their health and quality of life.
Where is the informed consent for this?
Greg retweeted
I come online a lot & am confronted with the same messages about mental health: stop talking to your friends, its bringing them down; don't trauma dump; don't go to mh services they'll fill you with evil drugs; don't use chatgpt as a therapist; but yknow, talk to someone.
WHO??
Greg retweeted
what a total asshole Chris Whitty really is.
He doesn’t care if they’re all poisoned with gene therapies that are creating record numbers of glioblastoma, heart issues and clots - but what do I know?
I’m only a funeral director putting them in Coffin’s..
But we don’t want kids having nicotine .
fucking twat
Aiming to addict children and young people under 18 to nicotine of any kind will set them up for lifelong health harms and is completely unacceptable.
New regulations coming in today will make it harder for those trying to profit from doing this.
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