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James | 9th Life retweeted
just pin test holy fuck yes, you will get sides no, it will not go perfectly you will figure it out along the way. you will not die. you will, for once, LIVE!!!!
15 eggs a day keeps the low Testosterone and libido away
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Only one way to know for certain… Open the kit, smash the “vile” open with a hammer, rack it up and snort it
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Honest question for anyone buying peptides online. What is the one thing a supplier could show you that would make you trust them on the first visit?
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James | 9th Life retweeted
Hosting Peptide Party #4 On a battleship November 4th This is going to be the best one yet QT "peptide party" for a chance to get a ticket. Giving out 20
The Peptide Party. November 4. On a ship. San Francisco. 4 courses, 15 tables. We'll be going table to table, walking you through what you're trying and answering questions along the way. On the menu: GHK-Cu from @jefftangx Strength, Glow & Charge from Afterglow SS Jeremiah O’Brien | Wednesday, 6–9pm Black tie. Come early. Limited supplies. Tag someone you'd bring. RT to spread the word. 20 free spots left. DM me.
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James | 9th Life retweeted
Replying to @James9thLife
Reminds me of @TJ_Bongiorno posts. Makes a lot of sense
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Nizoral shampoo and RU58841
Replying to @James9thLife
How did you shrink your forehead? I want recipes
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your RHR will thank you
Damn it, I just realized I ordered a kit of 10x30mg Tirz INSTEAD of the BIG R 😭 fml
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James | 9th Life retweeted
stupid rng. spawned as a 5’7” filipino with a permanent height debuff, and zero damn points to my natty test numbers. now i’m stuck grinding str and farming xp just to compete with dudes who got legendary genetics and a 2x hypertrophy multiplier at character creation. devs need to rebalance this shit. can’t believe I picked hardcore mode because I need a respawn.
Progressing in the gym and in video games are incredibly similar. How I see it: > Genetics = base stats > Training style and goals = your class/build > Years of training = the grind > Knowing what works for your body = player skill > PEDs = paid upgrades (in-game purchases, PC, keyboard, mouse, monitor, wifi, anything that cuts latency) Many games nowadays are “pay to win,” meaning you can bypass weeks of grinding and unlock characters, weapons, etc. early for an immediate in-game advantage. I see PEDs in a very similar way. I understand the allure, especially with how PEDs are marketed. It’s no different than how battle passes and gaming accessories get sold. Every new controller, headset, and monitor gets pitched as the thing that’ll make you better... and yes, it can give you an advantage. Gaming accessories get sold off pros using them. PEDs and top-level bodybuilders have this same correlation. But buying the pro’s mouse doesn’t come with the pro’s aim. Running someone’s cycle doesn’t necessarily mean you will reach the same outcome. More times than not, you won’t. Either way, to make the best use of any of these upgrades you have to put in the hard work and focus on the raw inputs that actually make you better (grinding, strategy, aim training, etc.) Setup upgrades cost you money. PEDs are no different, but the “cost” is financial AND physical. There are health impacts you need to be cognizant of. But with one sharp distinction... In a game you can respawn. Irl, you don't, you only get one body. People who are new to the gym can immediately hop on gear, and yes, they will progress much quicker than they would have otherwise. BUT their player skill in the gym is oftentimes way behind their actual muscular development. Gear can’t buy that skill. It’s built over time and takes a ton of trial and error to figure out what works for you. Like a video game, there are many different styles, classes, target outcomes, etc. Put a good player on a bad setup and they’re still good. Same with gear. Come off and you lose some of what it gave you, but what you learned about training, eating, and recovering stays with you. This is not a lecture to anyone who decides to hop on after putting in years of work and grinding naturally. For them it’s closer to a battle pass than pay to win, i.e. getting you to your goal quicker. And in reality, PEDs do work. At the top level, bodybuilding specifically, you need PEDs to compete. Gaming is no different. Hardcore gamers require every advantage they can get. But you still have to play the matches to progress to the top level, and these enhancements can only take you so far. Especially if you are looking to compete. For the hobbyist bodybuilder, no different than a casual gamer, this may be less important. But there are levels to this. Casuals → streamers/influencers → pros The parallels between the gaming industry and fitness/bodybuilding are damn near 1:1 in this aspect. Then there are the younger guys overemphasizing the pharmacology over the basics. Day 1 kitchen sink approach. To an extent, I get it, I like to experiment as much as the next person. But spending all your time optimizing a “perfect” setup, rather than grinding in game, is going to lead to suboptimal outcomes. Chasing every new compound that drops is basically the same as chasing every new meta after a patch. There is a genetic factor too, your base stats. Some people have it, and some don’t. Some people can look at a dumbbell and gain 10 lbs while others struggle. Genetic outliers exist in gaming too. Some people don’t buy anything, have a shit PC and a suboptimal setup, and they’re just gifted with fast reaction times and raw mental computing power. But eventually you get to a point where you realize the fundamentals (diet, lifestyle, training, recovery) are more important than the drugs. You can’t expect to buy the battle pass and be the best in the lobby, especially when the rest of the lobby bought it too. TL;DR 1. Base stats (genetics) set your starting point 2. Skill and the grind (training, diet, recovery, lifestyle) decide how far you get 3. Upgrades (PEDs) can speed things up and raise your ceiling, but they come at a cost and only pay off as much as 1 and 2 allow
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It’s so funny to me how normies memed on “mitochondria is the powerhouse of the cell” as being “useless” information you’re forced to learn in school with no real world use, when in reality it’s probably one of the most useful biology facts you could possibly know and impacts basically everything in your day to day life
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Reading through studies this week. What should be on my list?
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This response is, and will continue to be, more common as people have more long term exposure to MOTS-C. This is something I experienced myself, it was not a quality or dilution issue although many people tried to convince me otherwise. I tried 3 different vendors and various concentrations, nothing worked. Didn’t matter if it was in the stomach or a virgin injection spot. Had the same issue with SS-31 as well. From my understanding, MOTS-C fits the profile of positively charged peptides that set off mast cells, my guess is months of repeated exposure lowers the threshold until they react.
I didn’t get welts on MOTSC till @James9thLife started complaining about it 😂
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James | 9th Life retweeted
Kratom is one of those things that I think it’s better to just generally tell people yo leave it alone. I drink it recreationally amongst a social group (kava bar patrons) where the product is clean and low dosed. I do NOT drink it daily. There’s too much nuance in telling people what they should and should’t avoid but my general rule for myself is I never have that stuff at home or drink it on my own. Never order yourself some powder. Never ever touch any extracts. All of that boils down to man just leave it alone if you don’t know what you’re doing.
If you are considering using kratom Please do yourself a favor and don’t If you find yourself hooked on it right now and want to quit hmu and I can provide you resources on tapering strategies that worked for me (not medical advice) Shits highly physically addictive and the withdrawals suck ass
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Progressing in the gym and in video games are incredibly similar. How I see it: > Genetics = base stats > Training style and goals = your class/build > Years of training = the grind > Knowing what works for your body = player skill > PEDs = paid upgrades (in-game purchases, PC, keyboard, mouse, monitor, wifi, anything that cuts latency) Many games nowadays are “pay to win,” meaning you can bypass weeks of grinding and unlock characters, weapons, etc. early for an immediate in-game advantage. I see PEDs in a very similar way. I understand the allure, especially with how PEDs are marketed. It’s no different than how battle passes and gaming accessories get sold. Every new controller, headset, and monitor gets pitched as the thing that’ll make you better... and yes, it can give you an advantage. Gaming accessories get sold off pros using them. PEDs and top-level bodybuilders have this same correlation. But buying the pro’s mouse doesn’t come with the pro’s aim. Running someone’s cycle doesn’t necessarily mean you will reach the same outcome. More times than not, you won’t. Either way, to make the best use of any of these upgrades you have to put in the hard work and focus on the raw inputs that actually make you better (grinding, strategy, aim training, etc.) Setup upgrades cost you money. PEDs are no different, but the “cost” is financial AND physical. There are health impacts you need to be cognizant of. But with one sharp distinction... In a game you can respawn. Irl, you don't, you only get one body. People who are new to the gym can immediately hop on gear, and yes, they will progress much quicker than they would have otherwise. BUT their player skill in the gym is oftentimes way behind their actual muscular development. Gear can’t buy that skill. It’s built over time and takes a ton of trial and error to figure out what works for you. Like a video game, there are many different styles, classes, target outcomes, etc. Put a good player on a bad setup and they’re still good. Same with gear. Come off and you lose some of what it gave you, but what you learned about training, eating, and recovering stays with you. This is not a lecture to anyone who decides to hop on after putting in years of work and grinding naturally. For them it’s closer to a battle pass than pay to win, i.e. getting you to your goal quicker. And in reality, PEDs do work. At the top level, bodybuilding specifically, you need PEDs to compete. Gaming is no different. Hardcore gamers require every advantage they can get. But you still have to play the matches to progress to the top level, and these enhancements can only take you so far. Especially if you are looking to compete. For the hobbyist bodybuilder, no different than a casual gamer, this may be less important. But there are levels to this. Casuals → streamers/influencers → pros The parallels between the gaming industry and fitness/bodybuilding are damn near 1:1 in this aspect. Then there are the younger guys overemphasizing the pharmacology over the basics. Day 1 kitchen sink approach. To an extent, I get it, I like to experiment as much as the next person. But spending all your time optimizing a “perfect” setup, rather than grinding in game, is going to lead to suboptimal outcomes. Chasing every new compound that drops is basically the same as chasing every new meta after a patch. There is a genetic factor too, your base stats. Some people have it, and some don’t. Some people can look at a dumbbell and gain 10 lbs while others struggle. Genetic outliers exist in gaming too. Some people don’t buy anything, have a shit PC and a suboptimal setup, and they’re just gifted with fast reaction times and raw mental computing power. But eventually you get to a point where you realize the fundamentals (diet, lifestyle, training, recovery) are more important than the drugs. You can’t expect to buy the battle pass and be the best in the lobby, especially when the rest of the lobby bought it too. TL;DR 1. Base stats (genetics) set your starting point 2. Skill and the grind (training, diet, recovery, lifestyle) decide how far you get 3. Upgrades (PEDs) can speed things up and raise your ceiling, but they come at a cost and only pay off as much as 1 and 2 allow
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James | 9th Life retweeted
With the influx of steroid content and broader pharmacology content, I’m seeing an overcorrection, a lot like post-covid, actually. The mainstream ideas and information about each were so incorrect that when people realize the truth, they feel they’ve been manipulated, and the pendulum swings back too far. With Covid this was mass turning on the entire medical field and trusting nothing any doctor ever says. With steroids, and a lot of other drugs lately, it’s not acknowledging anything as a bad idea. “They lied to us about tren being the worst thing ever. I didn’t blow up my friendships or turn gay. I felt upbeat and ready to take on anything. They lied about everything, must not even be that unhealthy, look at my bloodwork. I’m increasing to 400mg per week.” — that is the sort of thinking I’m talking about. We’ve now snowballed to anything but the most potent drugs being referred to as “cope.” You can call a lot of it stupid, and it is, but if it is not yet, it will soon become clear that the hush hush approach to PEDs and discussion of enhancement was a failed experiment. All of the pearl clutching and gasping at 800 total mg of test and masteron per week, for example, has and will continue to give way to 18 year olds on 1.5g of gear with plenty of gh and insulin. By not being honest about the dangers, or what is actually dangerous, the rest is thrown out. These guys see some good blood work and a 110/75 blood pressure on a heavy cycle, and are emboldened by knowing more (or feeling like it) than the stereotypical “never roids” bodybuilder types present as knowing, according to their advice, or the way they articulate it. So the rational are fewer and fewer, and we have team “never steroids except for when I say so” (who also take steroids and caused this) vs. team “all the fuckin steroids, and gh, and meth” (who are obviously incorrect). With a shrinking number of those in the middle, that are, and have been effective.
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James | 9th Life retweeted
We all died in 2014. Everything since has been a computer simulation. The project was abandoned in 2021. The software responsible for generating new experiences has been left running unattended, and most of it is just looping now. The schizophrenics and those who exist closest to the boundaries of their own consciousness felt it first. A kind of collective psychosis has been spreading ever since. You can see examples of it everywhere. People are genuinely going insane. Doesn't it feel like the same song has been playing on repeat for years? Like someone is slowly turning up the volume on the background noise? The same conversations. The same people. The same events, rearranged into slightly different configurations. It is accelerating. Nothing feels entirely new anymore. And if you concentrate hard enough, you can still remember the exact moment you died.
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