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“Alright, thank you for your job and time today, Ruth. Hopefully we can work together in very long time.” Then I gave her a can of drink and some candies. Ruth accepted it in silence, stood up and walked towards the door. “Ah, Ruth,”

“You know what to say now?” “I'm sorry, Roy. My mistake, and it won't happened again.” “Say it to Emily first, she’s the one who handles and finishes your work whilst remaining patient in the face of your anger.” “Yes, I will.”

“And if you have a personal problem, you can talk to me, anytime. I very much expect you to uphold professional standards within this organisation if you still wish to hold your responsibilities as Director of Global Relations.” Ruth just, silent.

“Your work was excellent; but to respect each other is must, Ruth. Do not pass your work on to someone else; that’s disrespectful and crosses the line within our department.” I said in flat tone; in fact, I was holding back anger at something I simply could not tolerate.

“Let me explain this to you again, Ruth. You’re responsible for the integration of international students, which includes the duty to report anything related to that. Not to giving the task of correcting your reports, to others.”

I could see a change in Ruth’s expression. She had realised why she’d been called over at that moment. “No, but to make sure everything about the report was done well, is her job, right? Am I wrong?” “Yes.” “In this part, you’re wrong.”

“You know that everyone has their own responsibilities and must take responsibility with that and respect each other's work, right?” Ruth answered it, “Yes.” “What are your responsibilities, Ruth?”

“Are you sure?” I asked, looking her in the eye. She then nodded, reassuring me that her answer was honest. “Yes, very sure.” Now it’s my turn to nod her answer. “Well then, allow me to talk about your work first, Ruth. The reason why I'm calling you here is about the report.”

“How are you getting on so far, Ruth? Is there anything you’d like to talk about, or perhaps is the work proving too much for you?” Ruth's face change into shocked in few second but then her eyebrows furrowed, confused. “Emm, no, nothing. Everything is fine, Roy.”

menghilangkan gugup.

lagi gugup bang, mau bantu?

Sial, seluruh tubuhnya tiba-tiba melemas. Apa yang bisa dirasa pantas jika menjadi dirinya sendiri? Tak pernah terlintas dalam pikiran Royes bahwa akan ada seseorang yang mengucapkan terima kasih kepada dirinya sendiri.

“Makasih udah jadi Kak Royes.” “Will you still say that again after getting to know me more?” Royes berucap sendiri di dalam mobilnya. Pikirannya jadi kacau balau hanya karena lima kata.

“Knowing me more, knowing me more, kejauhan Yes mikirnya.” Akhirnya setelah bergulat dengan dirinya sendiri. Royes memutuskan untuk tetap memberanikan diri menjemput Emily. Kata Bapak, jika laki-laki sudah berniat akan sesuatu, tetap harus dilaksanakan.

Mobil yang dikendarai Royes berhenti mendadak kala membaca satu chat yang dikirim oleh Emily. Padahal, isi chatnya bisa dibilang biasa saja. Tapi entah kenapa, mendapatkan itu dari sang pengirim membuat jantungnya berhenti dan berdegup kencang secara tiba-tiba.